sombar bidako din bhayeko hunda ma al6imani suti raheko tihye. bihanfone ko ghanti bajyo. office bata nabin dai ko 6orilai jundice bhayeko thiyo. jata tatai jchauda pani thik nai bhayeko thiyena. tesaile baidhe ka lai jana malai bolaiyeko rahe6. maile jachaune kam sakiyera 10 baje tira khan ghar farkeko thiye. ama bhan6ama hunuhundo rahe6. tandi bata 5-7 din pahile bahini ayeko thiyo.bahini le gandu man paraune bhayeko bhayera. ama gandu pakaune tar khar ma  hunuhunthyo. malai teti man na parene bhayeko huna le malai ghiyu tatai din bahne. ani ma t.v. kotha ma aaye. "ham panc" ayeko rahe6ama ama pani herana lai aaunu bhayo. ama lai2-3 din dekhi tauko dukhi raheko thiyoaausadhi upa char bhai raheko thiyo. makhamali didi padna nepalgunj janu bahyeko thiyo.. ama ko aarko samsya pani thiyo hat dukhne. didi le ama ko samssya ko upchar khojdai hunuhunthyo. malai doctor script di aaokhati launa pathaunu vo. doctor le INDOCAP  20 aota lekhnu va rahe6. tara na payera maile 10 aota materai laye. 
   tara achanak 15 gate ama lai tauko dukhne samsya jhyadai badyo. ma lr kasta kasta dukha-pida sahanu huntho. jahir garnu hun the na.bahratpur fone garera didi lai bolaye. venaju pani aaunu bhayo. venaju le check garnu vo ra aantinu pardaina bhanu vo. yes pali hat ko khapai na saknu pida le garda ama le kada INDOCAP aausadhi linu bhaye ko thiyoyeta makhmali didi ko bida pani sakina lageko thiyo. nepalgunj farkane tatpar ma hunuhuntho. bihna dekhi ama lai thikai thiyo. ama nati khelau dai hunuhunthi yo.  bhauju pani ama lai bhetna aaunu bhayo. bhauju le saikendra le sanchalan gareko harihar mandir ko shibir ma jachauna lan6u bhanu vo. 
    kahna kahera ma pani feri office tira lage.t.v. kotha ma nati lai khana khodidai hunuhuntho. ama yek 6in sutera saikendra janu parla bhan dai sutinu vio. yeta aarko kotha ma nanda bhauju jhola silauna bhani machine ma basna lage 6an. teyti bela ama yeklai hunuhuntho. ama lai kasta bhaye6. teti bela ama lai kati sasti bhayo hola. DANDA KANDA DHAKNE MERO AMA KO SANTAN  AN TARA AMALAI KASTA PARDA UNI YEKLAI THIN. kasailai pani bolauna saknu bhayena,bolauna saknu bhayena. chihat sunera bahini lilai herna janda ama ko testo aabastha dekhda tehin bata bhauju{RUPA} lai bolaunu bhayo. nanda bhauju ama lai smai run karauna tahle pa6i ama le nati lai basari cha pera basnu bahye6. nanda bhauju royeko sunera chimaki haru aye. chimaki AJAY le jata tetai fone garada pani kohi samparka ma na auda. AJAY khu dai thulodai ko pffice pugyo. malai fone aayo. chora sikistai bhayeko 6. ma ghar puk da ta ghar ko road bha ri nai chimaki ko tanti lageko thiyo. 6ora lai kehi ta bhayena bhane ra aayen ti dai gaye. ama lai testo bhayeko rahe6 bhane kura ta sapna ma pani socheko thiyena. bihana nati lai khana khana dindai dekheko man6e lai ghar aaye pa6i bahira sutai di raheko dekhda ma dherai roye. nanda bhauju lai pani chimaki haru le samjhau dai thiye. ma tahan daudera puge ra ama lai chap pa chpe ta ama nislot bahi saknu bhayeko rahe6. sabaile pani khuwai de bhane. maile hatle pani khodina lagda ama le na nilnu bhayo na okalnu vo. testo aabasthe dekhera ma jhan besari roye. ma ama lai hospital lai jana rikshae\w khoje na gaye. hospital ma ama lai EMERGENCY ma rakhi ma venaju lai bolauna daude. doctor aamod thapa aaunu vo. pulse rate hernu. vo ra venaju lai janchana dinu bhaye . doctor klo tyo bobahar bat hamile bujhyou. ra sabai jana danko 6odera runu tahlyo.
 ama ko mirit sarir devghat lane salha bhayo. gadi ko pani bebasta bhai sakeko thiyo tara samaya ko avavh ra paisa ko kami bhayeko re hamile narayeni nadi ko kinar ma nai ama ko antim sanskar gareun....ama ko samjhana le mero aankha bahiriyera aayo...mero ama kasari bitnu bhayo taha baheye na ta ra 10/15 barsha ajhai banchna sakne mero ama le sansar 6adnu vo......